They're All Against Me!

I amuse myself sometimes with how I think and how I react to things without thinking - despite the fact that I consider myself a "thinker!" It's funny because I have a tendency to think my friends are attacking me, or are against me, or don't want to see me succeed, when in reality they are being what a friend should be. I'll never "get over myself" per say because what goes on with me is important to me - isn't what happens to "you" important to "you" - but I'll learn to do and to act in a way that is settling for me. When you know who you are you can stand on the shore and let the waves crash into you. As the water rolls back and your feet get buried in the sand you find yourself anchored where you stand. As the waves continue to roll in, the water and sand around you moves, but you don't because you're where you need to be and where you want to be. But, sometimes a wave will come that's big enough to knock you out of your space, when it does, if you know where you should be standing next you'll be fine. If this doesn't make sense, my apologies. I'm sleepy and I'm going to call it a night early. Ciao.